Every time I look at you I sense an immense feeling bursting through my veins in every single artery, my heart speeds up to unknown beats, you nourish me. The very thing I feared came back at me full force, in my face in my every move and escape, you trapped me willingly, with one look I was mesmerized, caught of guard, stunned by the moment.

I long for your aching, I die for your remedies of this damn feeling, this feeling that brings me to my knees whole heartedly, at your command whenever your demand for my love rises. I move with grace like never before, not in a hurry, more like I can’t wait to touch your hands, to feel you, to caress your soft velvet skin, feel your skin breathe next to mine, I need to hear those pulses badly, breathe me into you.

One day I was fine, today I feel better, tomorrow will be the greatest day in my life, move with me, witness with me, take me away with you, hide me, play with me, hug me, don’t stop, get into me, don’t let go, hang on to me, we have a good time, all the time, my world can wait when I witness those eyes of yours, those smiles, those hairs you keep playing with, those intelligent remarks you hit me with, hit me baby one more time.

Tell me more, what do you love? how do you love? why me? why now? take me away, tell me your stories, your likes your dislikes, spell your thoughts out, spoil me, so I can spoil you unconditionally, yes I like those little somethings accompanied with your little nothings, you make me laugh from the deepest wells in my heart, I feel you, feel me, what’s the secret? what is it you do that makes me feel like this? what are you doing to me, please increase the dosage, ruin me, make fun of me, I need you.

For so long I wondered what went wrong? for so long I needed to understand why? for a moment I thought I lost you and all the time I was with you, you turn me upside down, you spin me round and round, you fill those silent moments with your vibes that melt me, turn up the heat girl, No one ever ruled my space, you take over with grace, you can see it on my face, go ahead and turn the page, I need more, or wait a moment, I have nothing better to do, lets read it one more time. Just like the finest things in life, I save the best for last, will you be my last?

When was the last time I felt so alive? was it when I was born?or when I saw my first baby cry? I swear Ill never let you cry, and if you do, you will cry of joy, nothing less for my princess, am I your prince? dance with me, relax with me, complete me. Do I have to blink? loving you is easy, hard and complicated just the way I like it. I want you so much more than I should, nothing ever hurt like you.

I dare not whisper what I have in mind for you, let alone write or type it, explicit with a heavy dose of tender love and care dipped in honey, feed me.

I need to witness those full moons people talk about with you, stay close to me honey, let me be that bee and lets start that pollination I had in mind ever since I laid eyes on you, one that will last an eternity, lets dance.

Need I say more? lets save the best for last, all I ask is you be my last.

mamdooh.alradadi

me@mamdoohalradai.com

She celebrates her sweet 16 and wishes for her knight in shining armor, she tells no one about this ever so innocent and lovely secret. She imagines and swims in a sea of Crystal clear aqua blue waters, she knows the day is soon.

As she approaches her 17th birthday her family are getting ready to welcome a family interested in their sweet angel. She is excited, not knowing what to expect? Is there someone out there that wants me? is this the one? is this the man of my dreams? is it happening to me? I guess my dreams are materializing as i think. At last i will feel what it is like to be swept away, she innocently thinks.

The evening arrives and leaves like a train not stopping for anyone, all aboard that’s going aboard screams the clock. She sits eagerly with her family discussing the fine young man who has approached her, he wants to get to know her, he has come through the right channels the family thinks, he is worthy they assume, let’s see what she thinks? She accepts on the engagement to this fine young cannibal.

The days reveal that he is the one, they get married faster than the norm, she is swept away, or so she thinks. The Knight in shining armor has accomplished his mission, and this angel faced human beauty is his. She lies in his bed awaiting his landing, she waits for him after work like a mother awaits her children, she is hungry for his love, his passion, his safety, for he is a Knight in shining armor. Soon the reality starts to kick in, all fine marriages tend to do that, but here is what happens.

The shining armor seems to lose its shine and old cans of pepsi and coke are apparent, no steel/Iron or copper, just old cans ready for recycling. One day she could swear she saw his claws, another she glimpsed a fang as he laughed. She loves on, for that is what women and little girls do best, they love with all their might to weather out the storms ahead. 8 month’s pass and she is carrying his baby boy, she gets news that he is talking to some woman, or two, or few.

She never gave it much thought, she was too busy with the little one, she focused her positive energy to bring to life a young energetic boy, who would one day bring her to her knees when the Beast takes him a away, to show his manly powers. She refuses to fall victim to her friends gossip,” I can’t believe how you can cope up with him honey, he is all over town spreading the love” they say. “Let me be” she replies and cries alone at night.

Where is sweet 16 she thinks? what is taking over me? why am I losing my feelings and dreams? where has my love and man gone? is it the wind that swept it away, or is it my fault? yes its my fault, that’s what everyone is telling me, especially his mother. You see even beasts have mothers, they call them mother in laws. A beast is the eventual result of older Animals getting married, the only problem they don’t cage their animals, they let them loose on society.

She is young, with a kid, she loves him with all her heart literally, he uses him against her, he loses in the end. The son is shared as with civilized worlds. You see the beasts unintentional plans was to make a beast of this young angel boy, but since the other half of the equation is an angel, he couldn’t get away with his devilish plans.

Now with all the commotion and ups & downs of this beauties life, she forgets her feelings and never quite got what she held inside her. She always knew she was special, but couldn’t put a finger on it.

Due to the fact that angels are the creation of a mightier power, no angel could have demon blood in her. Her parents were a sweet couple trying to do the best for their sweet little thing, as any parents would. Decision was wrong they think out loud, we need to free our invisible winged angel, we are no match for this beast.

On the other side of town, the beast is in full control and on a roll, he is now dating more than 4 or 5 ladies of the night, in the name of good friends playing playstation till 5 in the morning. She was starting to get scared of catching a disease that could make her entangled wings fall off. She has her battles with all his demon family and the beast himself, she refuses to surrender her soul to the devil, she is a warrior in disguise.

The days and nights come and go, she is approaching her prime,ripe age of maturity, she escapes hell town, and makes it safely to her heavenly parents home. Many years of scar removal and surgical procedures and she is on her feet again, stronger, wiser, and in control of her destiny, I told you she was a warrior.

She starts to search again, she is so beautiful and has that magical magnetic force that seems to pull men towards her, she is in total control, she can separate the losers from the originals in a systematic push of a button. She finds her true self one day, and this is how I can best describe what goes on next; Our little beauty is a semi virgin island in the ocean, only 5% has been discovered, 95% is up for grabs to whoever knows how to please this angel.

Her man knows what he has found, he has been searching and lost tears and hearts before she appeared in his life. Once he thought it was never going to happen, it is now. He starts his exploration first by rediscovering the 5% that everyone once passed by, he removes the last signs of previous visitors and moves on. His caresses are slow and steady, his kisses ever so smooth, his emotions are nothing less than the real thing. After a month alone, he assures himself she is the one, she is so unspoiled, so naturally preserved, she really saved herself. This is going to be one life fulfilling experience he thinks with a smile on his face as he looks deep into her gorgeous eyes, she smile back in acceptance and totally surrenders. She lets go of her troops and dismisses her army, assuring them she is in safe hands.

Their journey begins with a touch that escalates to a soft kiss,their lips have so much to say in silence it scares them. He massages her soft skin with his strong hands that have vowed to be hers to fight off any harmful things that might come by her one day. He gets closer and closer to her untapped body, his temperature is rising by the minute, he wants to be part of her, he wants to bond, he can’t get his hands off her, she can’t seem to get enough of this spoiling mans touches, they grind and dance to the sweet smell of burning essence in the background. The sounds of her ocean waves turn him on, she is an island and he is her Christopher Columbus enjoying his discovery.

Tonight they make magic, they get swept away far from her shores,never looking back to find how far they are at sea, they become one, they make love endlessly, morning and night evening and noon, every spot has their marks, as if to say they were here, passion and sensual eruptions can be heard and felt from every corner of the surrounding islands. If there was a scale for the energy they produce when they make love the closest would be a richter, the reading 7.5.

She wakes up every day in his arms, smiles and whispers in his ears” where were you all my life” he smiles back’ searching for you my little beauty, now I have the rest of my life to enjoy you”

• May all the beasts of our planet be expelled to mars where they can reproduce and die there.
• May every angel sweet 16 have a happy ever ending, just like our favorite fairy tales.

Take me away, a secret place,A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days. Take me away, a hiding place
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine,I got a love and I know that it’s all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you’re never gonna break me,Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me

Mamdooh Al-Radadi

me@mamdoohalradadi.com

I recently received an email from someone inquiring about one of the most hidden love affairs of our time and age. The idea is a simple one, it only has one twist to it, it takes place at your work place.

I know there is love on the dance floor by michael Jackson(RIP) and there is love at the mall, love at almost every spot on earth, and still love at the office is one of the more delicate subjects we face on a day to day basis, literarily. Why is it a Taboo? Isn’t it pure? or is it?

Well you see, in some cases a senior male will take advantage of his position and try and make a devilish move on his employee to have a thrill of the moment, thinking he owns the territory as if he is in a Jungle and he has made his marks by urinating in the four corners of the office, so any female in that geographical dimension is his. Well I frown upon such actions and think its an animal instinct with animal attitude attached to it.

What I am talking about is the other side of the coin, the pure side, the real love affair, the attraction factor. You know the love and attraction level where all surrounding objects seem to be alive. A love like no other with all the signs and signals you would need to spell L.O.V.E. What do you do when you are caught up in a love affair while doing your daily tasks? or what if you are a manager and find the love of your life working with you side by side? What about the girl from human resources, she has the whole floor repositioning their jaws when she passes by. What do you do? do you stay cool and see what happens? do you  wait for him to make the move? do you attempt to get closer risking the fact that you made the first move and the signals you were getting were false?

I have never fancied anyone in the office, even the pretty ones, I guess I was more into the work than the idea of finding a girl of my dreams at work. Now what would I do if I did find a dream girl at the office? here is a rough example:

1- I have identified target. OK that sounds to electronic, Let’s say I like someone from work and I see how she acts with people, and her looks my way send tingles down my spine. She rocks my world, You see the only problem is she is my boss!

2- I start to talk to my best friend about her every other day. He say’s don’t be stupid, she is your boss, don’t play where you eat. I reply” this is not play, I want her! I want to mary her”.

3- I Think about it for a while. I decide i can’t take it no more,  I know it will mean some kind of work transition, they never let anyone married in one place, strict office procedures are in place.

4- I bump into her in one of the hall ways, she smiles a strange smile. I know its real, she is the girl, I must make the move.She passes by me, I call her name, and I ask her if it is OK if I can call her at night after work on a personal issue, she accepts.

5- I call her and immediately drop in on the subject” I think I like you” then silence from the other end. “ Don’t get me wrong, I really like you, I think I want to marry you” more silence.

6- “ Oh my God!” “ You took me by surprise, I don’t know what to say! This is so awkward for me, can I call you back?” “ Yes, I’m Sorry” “ Thank you”.

7- I wait in vain, She calls me in an hour “ I like you too”.

So what do you think is the correct way to go about this issue? Do you do what I do? or is there other ways to tackle this delicate issue?

Your input is highly appreciated….

Mamdooh Al-Radadi

me@mamdoohalradadi.com

Boys and girls from the age of 2 onwards are very smart individuals with personalities and character. Some are faster learners than others, but they are all smart.

While some may like kids and some shy away from them, in the end you are making a difference on a child’s future with your daily or once in a lifetime interactions.

What the grown ups tend to forget easily is they to were once a small little baby or child helpless in the winds of human and earthly encounters. Children are a peaceful lot, they sometimes cry and become a nuisance and in many cases unbearable, that is their only way of communication, remember that. Imagine if you will for a second what you would feel like on a deserted island in the middle of the ocean with people who use signals to communicate, your language expertise is simply useless! now please place yourself in those tiny feet of that baby crying.

The way we treat these children will for sure impact their way they belong in the community when they grow up. Ever wondered why that little boy is so not accustomed to people and will go the furthest corner and pee on himself, even though he knows he’s going to get a beating fro the 50th time.

Answer these questions:

• Did you ever ask yourself why you liked your youngest aunt and never visited your other aunts?
• Did you ever ask yourself why you go to one parent for ideas and not the other?
• Did you ever wonder what goes on in a child’s mind when you scream at her in front of people, how would you like it if your mother yelled at you in front of your friends or worst yet in front of your employees?
• Did you ever notice how a child’s eyes light up when you get down and look them eye to eye at the same height they are at?
• What would our world be like if all the children enjoyed a great, wonderful,peaceful, lovable,understanding relationship with their parents & families.
• Why do we avoid confrontation even when we know we are right?
• Why do the walls of new homes come tumbling down before they start?
• When will we stop this jungle treatment, actually in some cases animals take care for their young better than humans do by a mile.
• Do you know that what you etch on a child’s feelings lasts a lifetime.

“We worry about what a child will become tomorrow, yet we forget that he is someone today.”  ~Stacia Tauscher

P.S. Some of my family used me as a tool to frighten the little kids in the family if they did not listen to their parents orders, What an impact on me and the little ones. I managed to turn the tables on them, and started to save the children by making them do more of the bad things they were doing, this was when I was 14-17.

Mamdooh Al-Radadi

me@mamdoohalradadi.com

Ladies & Gentlemen, Boys & Girls, Females and Males, whatever we call ourselves, this ones for you.

The events of this story are really Based on a True Story in a far away land called the United States of America or the US of A. The land that makes the greatest stories in cinema at a place called Hollywood, where we get to fly to fantasy land for an hour or so( could go up-to a whole day or weekend!). If you love the Movies, then your gonna love this:

In a recent note I posted called “Escalator Love”  I talked about a thought that always seemed to pop into my mind while traveling, about meeting a total stranger and running up to her and telling her “you are the one”, many people liked the idea and had shared their thoughts about the subject.

We all know the “The Secret”  and how it manifests things into your life without you knowing how, the only clue we have is that whatever you think about most of the time is somehow magnetically pulled towards you, in this instance: Strange Love.

Debbie is my new friend, we were posting comments on a mutual friends status. I couldn’t stop thinking about something she posted that day, so here goes a true magical fantasy story fit for a love story on the big screen.

You see Debbie lives in Chicago and was on a business trip in New York, as she comes out of a taxi a total stranger comes up to her and looks at her in total confidence and says the following words” You are going to be my wife and have my daughter” wow!

Those are Debbie’s exact words. Now I know many of you players out there know that this is a very cool, in-your-face kind of pick up line that men might use, similar to the famous lame 80’s one “ Hello, is it me your looking for?” after the great Lionel Richie hit single.

But let me repeat Debbie’s total stranger’s line one more time” You are going to be my wife and have my daughter” and another WOW!

“ Something in his eyes told me he was not joking and he was dead serious” recalls Debbie.

They met on a Tuesday and 3 days later she found him standing at her door, he moved in and two years later they got married, on a Tuesday.

One year later she leaves the hospital, on a Tuesday with her daughter. Their dog is named Tuesday, and with all that goes in marriage they are still together 7 years and 3 months later( knock on wood).

Let’s go over that one more time:

• He Was born in Baghdad,Iraq..
• She was born in Chicago, USA.
• They first met at the door of a Taxi in New York,USA.
• They knew they were meant to be that instance.
• Still married 7 years & 3 month’s later.
• They live in the highest rated divorce country in the world higher than Sweden as of today.
• His eyes were her only hunch he was the one, no one knows what his signs were,yet!
• Mamdooh & Debbie are new friends on Facebook.
• A guy living in Saudi Arabia writes what’s on his mind under “ Escalator love” which is finding someone in the strangest of places and knowing she or he is the one for you.
• This story took place in America!
• They have their little battles, just like couples do, and still celebrate a day in the week, yes you guessed it “ Happy Tuesday” even if they are not talking!

I thank Debbie for allowing me to share with you today her awesome mind boggling love affair encounter , that happened on a Tuesday! and guess what?

Debbie became my friend on a Tuesday. Happy Tuesday people,

p.s. I know it Wednesday

Mamdooh Al-Radadi

me@mamdoohalradadi.com